[Verse: 1]
I am a young n***a headin' straight to the f**ing top
I had no friends couldn't trust a soul so i had to stop
I'm holding on this pain searching for the fame like i'm a cop and if doesn't come then i don't care 'cause i am truly blessed
I think this city needs something,but i don't really know
'cause every time i look around i see there is something wrong
I see the [?] kid up on the news while my family gone, if you don't need me 'cause i'm grown then i guess i'm just on my own
I had to write a couple lyrics
Had to let 'em know
I see some girls can twerk and wear a thong, but now they gone
An hour later you will see them on the news,'cause
What they chose
You See?A lot of girls ain't smart
'Cause they ain't open the books on how they dad ain't gone
I witnessed [?] 'cause yeah my momma was alone
I was a little boy
I couldn't do nothing to set her free
My father was battin' me, i seen the blood on my feet
Got stitches on my face, like why did this happen to me?
Now i'm crying so loud
I wanted to die, i couldn't sleep
So a couple years later got my revenge and made him bleed
Hit him back with the bat, i wanted to go in for a slap
But my sister kept pulling me
Telling me to stop that
I said no he went inside his closet and pulled his gun out
Then my brother gave me 24 seconds to run out
So i took my chance to save her life but now he's blown out(Damn)
But i don't know,my sister said she love me,my brother in the sky, now my momma wanna hug me
I ain't ever had this feeling
Now these girls they wanna cuff me
Seems they're love will always come to me if i'm always making this money
[Spoken]
It seems like people tellin' you sh** they don't mean
Like "they love you"
Sike n***a they don't
f** out of here
I miss you bro
Rest In Peace
[Verse:2]
But now they wanna leave me, so i'm on my own
I had a couple thoughts inside my head to sell my soul
But i'm just like no,'cause i won't get it back
Why did you leave me?Why?
I don't even know why i'm livin' this lifestyle
I'm too young to be f**ing up all my life now
This that story telling from a boy who's dead and gone (wow)
Yeah (yeah)
But hold up
Look
All these girls is making wrong decisions
They have to choose the righter path to see the clearer vision
If they don't understand that's when they completed mission
Now they gone missing
Up on the news is where you see everything listed
All these girls gotta open their ears and just listen,'cause they don't even know who is next to be the one missin'
I swear to god everything is outta control
These b**hes sellin' they bodies and n***as selling they souls
These b**hes they gotta stop it and these n***as they gotta go
I mean i'm just chasing the dream that these n***as wanted the most
'cause every time i try so hard, all them haters telling me no
Like you ain't ever gonna make it so don't be trying no mo'
Everyday
I can see a lot of people hatin' on me
I don't even know if i can make it through the day
I'm losing everybody every second i'm away and i'm looking at your face but you ain't there
Knowing that they dead it made me wanna shed a tear
Crying loud 'cause they ain't hearing the new year
Now i'm on my own