[Verse 1: Jordan Garrett]
Friends telling me get healthy say my life unliveable
Up 40 hours now I'm sippin' quil in the living room
I'm going insane, roid rage until the sun glaze
Every midnight outside the same u-save
I been up 40 hours on God I can't sleep
Bottle popping house hoping ain't seen my bed in a week
Dad out the country ain't seen fam in weeks
Little sister gloin' up & I'm just mobbin' in the streets
Once you don't sleep whole world on mind
Once you get paid whole world on line
My brothers think All I do is black out
But twice i almost died & we don't talk bout that now
Not rich and n***as want so much money
All you n***as jokes and ain't Soban funny
Threw the function of a life time brand is getting sicker
I been working through the night time life is down the sh**ter
Just met a goat said he works at warner bros
He said no struggle bars but my n***a what're those
To hold the crown all it takes is sacrifice
But i question if my effort to get better will suffice
I been hearing gossip that J can't rap
I been hearing gossip that J can't stack
Well imma tell these b**hes sh** talking with they womens
About positions i done been in and how I can't CRACK
I been flow fixing
Switching note positions
Pro mixing
Go getting premonitions
Every second auspicious
Every bottle imma finish
Just to show these n***as talking to they b**hes
Gossipin' to women I'm the sh** AH
[Outro: James Blake & (Jordan Garrett)]
(I attract disappointment)