Thought my heart was never gonna break
Took the chances when I needed some space
'Cause I always seem to hate myself
And it never seems to go away
Thought my heart was never gonna break
Took the chances when I needed some space
'Cause I always seem to hate myself
And it never seems to go away
People say it's not my fault
But I know it is deep inside my brain
People put the blame on me
But I'm not allowed to put the blame on them cause its not alright
It's my fault always
It's my fault always
I don't have to waste time with you and your friends
'Cause you have to waste time with me
If it's not the students it's the teachers
I just wanna be myself I don't wanna be someone else, yeah
I know its' not my fault but I think it is
I think it is, think it is, I think it is
But I know it's not my fault and I didn't do nothing wrong
But its all my fault again
'Cause people put the blame on me always
And I'm tired of it again (ay)
Thought my heart was never gonna break
Took the chances when I needed some space
'Cause I always seem to hate myself
And it never seems to go away
Thought my heart was never gonna break
Took the chances when I needed some space
'Cause I always seem to hate myself
And it never seems to go away
Yeah, I'm meeting my idol so thats why you're jealous of me
Thought my heart was never gonna break but you're always there for me
You're there for me for all the wrong reasons
You wanna beat me up everyday
Yeah, throw a punch and I couldn't care what you say
I don't know what you're doin'
I don't know why you wanna beat me up
And I know it's not violent to you but it is to me
Yeah, I'm so insecure
I don't even know if I should go out alone
Go out alone
I go out alone
Thought my heart was never gonna break
Took the chances when I needed some space
Thought my heart was never gonna break
Took the chances when I needed some space
'Cause I always seem to hate myself
And it never seems to go away
Thought my heart was never gonna break
Took the chances when I needed some space
'Cause I always seem to hate myself
And it never seems to go away