Ately I've been feeling numb
Colder than all of the ice in my cup
I'm never caring cause people are dumb
All of it up in my head needs to shut -- up
Lately I'm not knowing what's up
I don't want money I wan't love
I don't want love I just want some
Body that I can tell what's up
It's been a nightmare in my mind for days
Days on the weeks and then weeks turn to years
Years turn to decades, and then I am dead
That's probably freedom, they're saying it is
Saying it is and I'm thinking it it's true
But what about me? What about you
I'm running, I'm running like I got the flu
Cause my breaking point, I'm reaching it soon
So what do i do, seems nobody got the answers for me
I just wanna ball out like Kobe
I wanna be better than those before me
Man oh man, my life is gory
Stuck up in the house like Cory
Mad at myself, like Joseph poor me
This that real og distortion
Look my mind is feeble, I'm sick of these people
My people ain't equal, these people are see-through
So I do not need you, or none of you guys
All I really need is, me and I
I take it I'll make it, I do what I can and
These haters up on me 'cause I am the man
And I'm making this money, it's part of the plan
But that's just a bonus, to taking a stand man