[Intro]
Bruh I'm telling you these n***as ain't sh** like me bruh like
Im some other kind of
Man God created me a whole nother different type of n***a
Man like these motherf**ers can't even start thinking kind of the sh** i think bruh
Im on some other sh** man I swear to God like
[Hook]
Heaven or hell which way you gon go sh** whichever one need me
I told them my brain was crowded with problems they didn't believe me
Everyone who said they'd love me forever slowly been leaving
Maybe it's you maybe it's me sh** I don't believe this
But f** that a n***a pissed off
Did everything I could and it went wrong
Ran to the edge damn near slipped off
I was on the tip and damn near slip off
Pour a cup Ima drink until I drift off
Pour another cup drink until I drift off
With all of these thoughts in my head
I just really wanna get lost
[Verse]
I'm sitting here drinking and thinking bout all of the d** that I never experienced
They say that the high is amazing I been contemplating I want the experience
The love was amazing when we started dating but lately Im not really feeling it
Despite all the sh** I been putting you through
I still wanna father your children
I wish I could murder my grandmothers k**er but it was the cancer that did it
She used to just listen to all of my venting whenever i got in my feelings
[Bridge]
And they lying in they raps
n***as jumping out the wood work trying to rap talking bout you sold d**
You ain't never been a dealer
Ima keep this a hundred i ain't never did it either never said it in a song i was jumping through the window
Taking whatever i want b**h i got some sticky fingers
If its on then its on boy dont let me catch you slipping
Everybody is a victim when a n***a pockets empty whoa
[Hook]
Heaven or hell which way you gon go sh** whichever one need me
I told them my brain was crowded with problems they didn't believe me
Everyone who said they'd love me forever slowly been leaving
Maybe it's you maybe it's me sh** I don't believe this
But f** that a n***a pissed off
Did everything I could and it went wrong
Ran to the edge damn near slipped off
I was on the tip and damn near slip off
Pour a cup Ima drink until I drift off
Pour another cup drink until I drift off
With all of these thoughts in my head
I just really wanna get lost
[Verse]
Thought of suicde never pulled the trigger Hannah walking round town say she pregnant with my lil one
Never seen a ultrasound never made a doctors visit
18 years old felt like i just started living
Ima keep this sh** a hundred i ain't ready for no children
Know it sound f**ed up baby girl we gotta k** em
Found out it was twins make me wish i never hit her
500 dollars spent at the abortion clinic whoa
[Bridge]
And they lying in they raps
n***as jumping out the wood work trying to rap talking bout you sold d**
You ain't never been a dealer
Ima keep this a hundred i ain't never did it either never said it in a song i was jumping through the window
Taking whatever i want b**h i got some sticky fingers
If its on then its on boy dont let me catch you slipping
Everybody is a victim when a n***a pockets empty whoa
[Hook]
Heaven or hell which way you gon go sh** whichever one need me
I told them my brain was crowded with problems they didn't believe me
Everyone who said they'd love me forever slowly been leaving
Maybe it's you maybe it's me sh** I don't believe this
But f** that a n***a pissed off
Did everything I could and it went wrong
Ran to the edge damn near slipped off
I was on the tip and damn near slip off
Pour a cup Ima drink until I drift off
Pour another cup drink until I drift off
With all of these thoughts in my head
I just really wanna get lost
Heaven or hell which way you gon go sh** whichever one need
I told them my brain was crowded with problems they didn't believe me
Everyone who said they'd love me forever slowly been leaving
Maybe it's you maybe it's me sh** I don't believe this
Heaven or hell which way you gon go sh** whichever one need
I told them my brain was crowded with problems they didn't believe me
Everyone who said they'd love me forever slowly been leaving
Maybe it's you maybe it's me sh**