[Verse 1: J. Logan] Just a reminder I never found ya, I never got better Soon as you left me, I filled with venom My soul was cold as polar bear feet in the winter Locked out without a sweater No phone calls and no letters You cut me deep as the knife that night when I got the tumor You were supposed to humor Me, I was going through there But every day, I seemed to hopelessly Overly overindulge in my feelings And my lyrics would get stained, by teardrops You had the chance to make it right, but in spite of me How many times did he go ahead and push to the side with me Blatantly lie to me, prolly decided he'd rather be The other side of me, I'm kinda beyond it to be honest I-D-C, but it's gotta be the pain that lies behind these walls Hate to hide it just for y'all, guess that's why I wrote this song Had to do it just be cause I've been holding out too long Like a marathon, I can't explain the things that's going on [Chorus: Logan] And everyday is so hard, as we know We get farther apart, as we grow Want me to take a pa**enger seat While you turn your back on me [Verse 2: Logan] Sooner or later, you'll see my face in the paper And wonder why you ain't wake up To see that I was gon' make it, I take that Something in your soul was telling you to take control but All you really picked and chose was shut down on me like a robot I know that, I'm cold cut, and for that (I'm sorry) It's me and, my team in, the gleam it's (so starry) So I'm not, forgiving, you for what you did and Please hear me, please listen, when you're gone, I'm missing Like what you said to me when you was playing chess with me
Don't let opponents mess with me But this is more than just chess to me, this is a moral lesson So simple, so storyless, and this here is my only destiny, yo I spit a rhyme and from time to time Hope I can let it go and just be bygone You try to drop, but I won't, and now the point of this album Is to hold it up, put on a smile, and say that, "I won." [Chorus: Logan] And everyday is so hard, as we know We get farther apart, as we grow Want me to take a pa**enger seat While you turn your back on me [Verse 3: Logan] So while you're listening, here's some opinions Some of them critical, some of them physical Some of them masculine, some of them feminine You got me rapping, sounding like Eminem You got me dealing with things that are primitive I should be rapping addressing my critics And rapping 'bout women but here I am spitting To some of my kin it's so sad that I'm filling This pit of resentment I had the world in my hands, so indicative You just decided to jet, inconsiderate But if you never come back Imma sin again Shout out to Kend-er-ick, I'm just a citizen Controlled by lyrics and not by appearance but Still in my spirit man I am the one who just shattered The windows and doors you were peering in [Chorus: Logan] And everyday is so hard, as we know We get farther apart, as we grow Want me to take a pa**enger seat While you turn your back on me And everyday is so hard, as we know We get farther apart, as we grow Want me to take a pa**enger seat While you turn your back on me