[Intro: J.Chris]
I wanted to chase dreams, but my dreams are chasing me
Where did I lose the lead? Honestly, is it all on me?
Is it all on me?
I hit the concrete, it was a bad fall indeed
I wanted to chase dreams, but my dreams are chasing me
Where did I lose the lead? Honestly, is it all on me?
Like, is it all on me?
I hit the concrete it's seemin´ all so surreal
[Verse 1: J.Chris]
It's how the wound feels man, society' fifth wheel
The open scar, packing mad bars but no cash to buy a meal
I'm so sick of this interest though they say it's in my interest
Financially I been dead ever since I been an undergrad
Is it cuz I'm lacking intellect? (Nah!)
Is it cuz I ain't interact? (Nah!)
They tried to break me but I stayed intact
Though I hate the fact
That everything surrounding me was turning pitch black
All that negative content in my life I wish I could erase that
But it's causing mayhem since way back
And no matter how I climb up from this great debt
I'm stuck in the mud of my wasteland
And my great debt acts a pavement of separation
Between me and my aims
I'm at the gates nearly making it creating this...
Let's go...
[Hook: J.Chris]
So trust me dude I do wanna rhyme positive
Rap about how much a** I get, but tell me what's the relevance
Of writing all those those sentences tackling thoughts within
I channelized this mighty wind but it has almost has vanished since
Now all that's left of me is currently all that you hear
But instead of bursting into tears I'll steer away from my fears
I'm shifting an extra gear so now the song I will hear is
[Verse 2: J.Chris]
My eyes on better days gone since yesterday
Don´t procrastinate longer start the game it´s the only way
To reach to something new tie up the laces of your shoes
Want to be the news then beat their views rushed out to lit the fuse
Be in control. You're squeezing the juice
You're in on a roll. No stupid excuses
Too bad they we´rent believing in you
Continue, improve see how much you grew
[Hook: J.Chris]
So trust me dude I do wanna rhyme positive
Rap about how much a** I get, but tell me what's the relevance
Of writing all those those sentences tackling thoughts within
I channelized this mighty wind but it has almost has vanished since
Now all that's left of me is currently all that you hear
But instead of bursting into tears I'll steer away from my fears
I'm shifting an extra gear so now the song I will hear is