i'm so afraid to be different
i want what i don't want
and i'm gonna change
take it all away
i don't wanna live my life
the way i live my life
frustrated apathy
something's coming over me
deep breath
close your eyes
clasp my hand
on the road to being alive
'...beauty, i love you so'
'bright lights and sorrow'
just give me my grace
and i'll have the strength to leave this place
alive