[Verse 1]
I tried to open up to others, but my heart is always too scared
Had my defense up like I was on the '85 Bears
Know my biggest weakness is I can't fight through the fear
It's like my wheels willing to move, but I ain't going nowhere
Guess I'm out of gas, tryna drive forward and just forget the past
Always clash, why when you talk to me wrong, I feel harassed?
Know you mad, making me feel the same as a selfish drag
sh*t was sad, copped us a sack, ain't even hit the bag
[Chorus]
You could have it, gave you my heart, told you do not unwrap it
Had to grab it, couldn't refrain, you had to rip the plastic
Peep your habits, love to just take, and nеver give your magic
Know what happenеd, world has been selfish, you tryna find your balance
Tryna find a reason why my friend's have been concerned
I've been on my knees, pleadin', tryna listen to the word
We give away ourselves and hope we cash out in return
It's like putting money in the stocks just to watch it burn
[Verse 2]
Been withdrawn, saw that you texted, I just forgot to call
Fought the Fall, enter the Winter, and watch my life stall
Stand tall, life got to grippin' on me like piped on
Knife on, bring out emotions without the lights on
You ever search for something while you standing in the dark?
You feel around with your hands, but you ain't findin' what you thought
I been stuck inside my shell, my friends been tryna make me talk
See, I couldn't find the words, I know it's rippin' us apart
[Chorus]
You could have it, gave you my heart, told you do not unwrap it
Had to grab it, couldn't refrain, you had to rip the plastic
Peep your habits, love to just take, and never give your magic
Know what happened, world has been selfish, you tryna find your balance
[Verse 3]
Crazy how you try to keep emotions stuck inside
Just to save the ones around you, but they look at it as pride
Why would I wanna my pain inside of someone else's eyes?
Dealin' with they own sh*t, don't wanna compromise
Sip on creme wine, ni**as is calling, I thought I pressed decline
Flaky Khan, ni**as made plans, I just forgot to ride
In my mind, lookin' for reasons that I should keep tryin'
Hit the line, talkin' 'bout feelings I always try to hide
[Chorus]
You could have it, gave you my heart, told you do not unwrap it
Had to grab it, couldn't refrain, you had to rip the plastic
Peep your habits, love to just take, and never give your magic
Know what happened, world has been selfish, you tryna find your balance
Tryna find a reason why my friend's have been concerned
I've been on my knees, pleadin', tryna listen to the word
We give away ourselves and hope we cash out in return
It's like putting money in the stocks just to watch it burn
[Outro]
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