[Intro]
Yo, yo
One two, one two
(singing)
I just want you to
[Verse]
I got a lot of crazy things that been weighing on my brain
So I speak into the air just so I can ease the pain
'Cause I done seen some things, I done seen myself change
I guess it's just a chapter, I just flip another page
They say that I'm the master of my own fate
I'm standing in front of the Def Jam building feeling like I'm 'bout to break
'Cause these smiles get hard to make
When your all is what you give
And regardless what you feel, your all ain't what you feel
But it gets harder to deal with these emotions I conceal
When even notions of success will leave me motionless and still
I turn the cold shoulder to the closest that's around me
Sometimes I feel like Earth will be a better place without me
Sometimes I feel like I'm the Lord's prayer
I'm God's son, tell me who could shine in a mind like mine
Sometimes I'm staring out the window from behind the blinds
They say the universe is divine if you find the signs
I put it down to a science, I'm just searching inside
Until I could find a negative circumstance and circumcise it
My circle of friends provided gave me bravado I needed
YOLO ain't the motto, I been here before; I believe it
I need a million fans, but even more I need Jesus
I promised Mya I would fly her out and I did achieve it
Just praying for a blessing knowing I will receive it
She told me you could save the world if only you can see it
So be it. I don't need an album
How come I didn't top the charts, so you could get it for free then
Shout out to those who bought knowing that's what I needed
Seeing all the time and effort I put to its completion
The internet's the new industry and
The blog sites are the mainstream record label
If it wasn't for SoundCloud, I probably wouldn't be dreaming
So this is going straight to your ear from me then
With no release date like "Yoncé all on his mouth like liquor"
I'm just trying to film all of these moments like Pixar
I'm just trying to fill all of these moments like an application
For a job, I ain't talkin' 'bout an S4
In God's great galaxy
The blessing for an expression is just a masterpiece
I find a message I will invest in and let him answer me
Every time I test him, it never fails so I know it has to be
That destiny is no accident
If you need evidence then just ask him and he will answer it
And if you look inside, you'll see right where he resides
When I look at my right hand, I see that I'm right besides
When I follow my heart, I no longer flee from the false
Evidence appearing real, this is what I realize
If I heal a heart, forever I'd be alive
Humility for eternity is my real life