Once a year, I become the villian
So Full of nothing that they can't even hear em
From the ceiling, yeah from the ceiling
Take my f**ing life see me hanging from the ceiling
I'm a demon, Stuck in other seasons
You don't need to live, I just need a reason
Stuck in rain feel the pain so I'm leaving
It's the same such a shame that they won't see him
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Suicidal, I'm so suicidal
Catch me with my shotgun and my bible
Touch that dial, Please don't touch that dial
I think I'm gon be gone for a while
Striaight from the moment I got
Swear that it's over the top
Swear that I'm going to god
Sitting in silence and than it goes pop
Swear that I'm losing my mind
Watching the clock but losing my time
f**ing around, your down the ground
But that's what you get for stealing my shine
This is the moment it ends
Hope that I'm good with my friends
Dammit i did it again, mentioning them
When they follow the trends
But this is a Personal Manner
Vision them holding our banner
10-56 on the scanner
Pray while I pull on the hammer
Suicidal, I'm so suicidal
Catch me with my shotgun and my bible
Touch that dial, Please don't touch that dial
I think I'm gon be gone for a while