This fear exists inside my veins
It leaves me frozen in my foot steps
The advance of my self decay
I've dug down into the floorboards
Beneath my feet
Confined in four walls
Afraid of the world we live in
Our persistence is our own ignorance
But how would we live without it?
The warmth of you has left my bed
I can't ignore what lingers
Inside my head
My past is fading while I tremble ahead
The thought of you is more than just pretend
Why can't I just let it all go?
I'm losing all body and soul
Drifting away as the colors fade to black
I can't speak
I can't breathe
But in this moment
My mind is calm before the storm
I'm feeling underneath the weather
I'm sure that you can see it
There is no justice for what I've done
Be a part of me, not apart from me
The warmth of you has left my bed
I can't ignore what lingers
Inside my head
I tried doing my best to squeeze this heart from my chest
Now we're stuck with the agony of distance
I never thought I could feel this way