[Verse 1] Xanie got me feeling smooth, I'm speeding Locked in my room writing and smoking weed and Missing out on sleeping, too much on my plate I'm having trouble eating in my current mental state At the rate that I'm declining plus the rate that my dealer supplying Mixed with all the nights I spent alone in my thoughts crying Leaves me broken and trying to swim out of my drug pool I'm drowning on the words I couldn't say when I was supposed to I'm going postal, sometimes it's too much So I pour it up, sipping while I roll a blunt I ain't tryin to front, it's Cona on Drugs Uppers and downers keep my mind in flux I don't give a f** what people say about it Don't know sh** about me but gossip about my habits To think I quit the pills, The fact I quit smoking To think I almost let 'em get me sober.. f** that [Hook] Faded in the booth I'm in love, I'm in love, I'm in love with these d** I'm speaking the truth I'm in love, I'm in love, I'm in love with these d** I wouldn't tell you no lies I'm in love, I'm in love, I'm in love with these d** Until the day that I die I'm in love, I'm in love, I'm in love with these d**
[Bridge] The way the marijuana burns.. the taste of coke in the jack When them xans knock you down.. Amphetamines bring you right back Hydros and oxys.. the pain never lasts When your legs go numb.. and your heart's beating fast [Verse 2] Hypocrites surround me, all acting so shifty In a room full of my friends I feel so empty The d** tempt me, I can't help myself My coping mechanism is dangerous to my health Every feeling I've felt has been resolved in a tall gla** f** cla**, I'm rolling up joints with my hall pa** What hurts most is the distance, not all of them miles But the distance from their brain all the way to their smiles These people don't like me, but they pretend they do To try to get in my business and spread rumors to you Too many women yelling asking if I'm addicted Cause they don't know the real me, just believe in some depiction A work of fiction, they're trying to change me These fake f**ing friends with suggestions making me angry One in the chamber, mag full of slugs Heart full of aggression, Cona's back on them d** [Hook]