[Intro]
The lights are off, the darkness begins
[Verse 1]
As the time ticks, I click with my fingernails, hard as steel toe boots with a spike sharper than tools to peel fruits
I got a nerve on a string
Too much to handle with somethings
I just can't seem to deal with the co*ky
The people who hurt me
I just wanna k** them, take them out
Their a**, they will be looking through a d**h hourgla**
The mess
The stress and it depends on the stress rate I have
The level of stress, it ain't the best
Special needed f**in' problems
My speech too
I smell like poo everytime I leave the restroom
I vomit too, I get a sore tummy
I just hate how life has put on me
I just hate to live a life like this
So I'mma rap sh** and give co*ky f**s an a** kiss
[Chorus]
I'm in a blackout, the dark I am entering
I am blacking out for some reason, I don't know why
I am in a blackout, the dark I am entering
[Verse 2]
I am weakening, the weak I am the less strong I get
sh**, I just can't forget the sh** I went through at school
I am now going through the same at college, bullying
The f**in' doubts and me acting like a hooligan
I start to punch out
The doubts that is in me and my mind is starting to grind
I get told that I can't rap, that made me feel crap
I guess I was, my flow was hidden, couldn't find it
The stress I had, the f**ing stress
No one wants to sign me, that's why I created Ba**round
My own label that if I get somewhere
The label must go, it's an unsigned one yo
I'm beginning to be a f**in' baddie
Put me in a comic book and call me Venom
I'll shoot venom out, the deadly poison that is in my mind
I can't help myself when I rap
I start to go crazy like f** it
I can't be explicit, I f**in' hate this sh**
[Chorus]
I'm in a blackout, the dark I am entering
I am blacking out for some reason, I don't know why
I am in a blackout, the dark I am entering
[Verse 3]
I can't even rap about anyone now, the feds paying me a visit
Who is it, f** it, it's the men in black and with a bat
They say you can't rap violent, please make me go silent
Violence is part of rap now, so if anyone doesn't agree with it
Then just go 'cuz we can rap about anything we like
Disses got me bad
One diss I did and it punched right back at me
It was about a boy who was cheeky to me
After I dissed him, he made 2 videos of him reacting to it badly
Dancing to diss it, a diss on a diss
That may sound silly
But I like the guy now and he's better than me
I ain't mentioning his name
Hope we both get further in the game
Life will never be the same
He's a great man and I used to think he was lame
He's not, now let's all smoke pot and rock
The time is ticking
Like a I said but let's all get on it and dance like we're dead
[Chorus]
I'm in a blackout, the dark I am entering
I am blacking out for some reason, I don't know why
I am in a blackout, the dark I am entering
[Outro]
I am in a blackout, I can't see a damn thing