I fit the shape of nothing and no one
I spend each day trying to make sense of myself
To look at you with such envy in everything you do
I'm not enough
With every question
I keep quiet and push you way
I hate the fact that you
Have confidence
Such embarra**ment, nothing to contribute to a conversation
I feel like everyone is watching
And waiting for my answer to something I can't even start to fathom
I'd rather be someone else
To bury me in everything you've done
I feel belittled
I'll be damned if I let it happen
I am not afraid of progression
More or less, outcome
You stand tall
You have everything I want
I break every time I'm reminded that there's nothing I can do
Let them live their lives and I'll live mine
You have everything I want