I am a wreck of word and function
Slowly hiding secrets in your smile
To maybe one day be a part of you
Attracted I
Attracted I, oh I try
To chase those eyes
I'll dispose of this life of mine
Will I die, with this small, bitter nerve?
I pursue, I deserve someone to call my own
I do not sleep as much as I dream of it
I wish to impress but it's never in my hands
Speechless I remain
But I am always with the aspiration
Of holding you; a Queen
The towering perfections;
It makes it worth persistence
Oh you refuse to know
That I am worth that heart you hold
I unfold
I unfold myself for you
Is this clearing up at all?
My dearest darling, I apologize to you
But I hope you know that I am not ashamed
These words will remain
For it's the only way I know
I will turn my back for now and leave you be
You have no faith in my decisions
But I swear I keep you close to my chest
With each pa**ing day you wake up brighter
And once again I have nothing
I feel the softness in your voice
The warmth
The radiance
The cold;
It ends