I feel like I'm becoming
A bu*terfly
Or a golden bee
My smiles like razor blades
When I smile it cuts bloody deep
My body is in the magazines
My face on the TV
My voice on the radio
That's me in my dreams
But when I open my eyes
I see I'm a piece of sh*t!
A WORTHLESS COWARD
A VAPID who*e
A MORAL-LESS REFUGEE
COVERED IN SORES
A BLITHERING SEA COW
LOST IN ITS DREAMS
NOBODY LIKES ME, YEAH
NOBODY WANTS ME AT ALL
NOBODY LIKES ME, YEAH
Wet blue world-- it fills me up
I find I'm deep inside
Waves crash and I breathe water
But I haven't died
I won't come up
I won't come up for air
I won't come up
I won't come up for air
.....and beneath the waves
I hide my head in darker waters
And nobody sees
.....I cut myself
And hope to draw you in
But even sharks pa** by
Someone please explain
All alone I'm growing colder
Laughter like cancer over my shoulder
Mirrors like hatchets to the wound of my face
You know I'm a complete.....
I'M A COMPLETE DISGRACE
I'M NOT A MANATEEN
I'M NOT A MANATEEN
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
.....and beneath the sea
I give up and I descend
And I'm finally free
...and in the end
Wet blue world-- fills me up
Fills me deep inside
Waves crash and I breathe water
But I haven't died
NEVER
WITH FURIOUS POISON IN MY HEART
WILL I RETURN FROM THE DARKER WATERS
I LET THE TIDE TEAR ME APART
NEVER
WITH FURIOUS POISON IN MY VEINS
WILL I RETURN FROM THE DARKER WATERS
I WONT HOLD MY BREATH AND WAIT FOR CHANGE
I DIE
IT'S A SUICIDE
MY BODY SWALLOWED BY THE DEEP BLUE ABYSS
AND INTO THE ENDLESS TIDE
I won't come up
I won't come up
I won't come up for air tonight
I won't come up
I won't come up
I won't come up for air tonight
Cold
And all alone
I held my own
But now I give up