I need to find a way to shake this f**ing feeling off.
14 hours, and it feels like a lifetime.
Another hour and things could’ve gone so very wrong.
I don’t know if what I’m seeing is even real.
My heart is pounding, my mind is racing, I’m out of control.
It’s all around me, it surrounds me.
I love and hate the way this feels.
I want so much more, I want so much…
I want so much more, I don’t need this.
It’s so painfully familiar.
I can never climb too high.
I want so much more, but I’d settle for another word.
We will live forever.
We will never die.
I’m on the verge of collapse, I’m trying to hold myself together.
That voice I’ll never forget, I’d give it all just to hear it again.
We will live forever.
We will never die.
I want to feel this forever, and never again.
My heart is pounding, my mind is racing, I’m out of control.
It’s all around me, it surrounds me.
I love and hate the way this feels.
I’m fooling myself, I’m such a fool.
There’s no f**ing chance, this is not real.
This will never happen.
I’m lost inside my own mind.