Guilty
My life's feeling like Armageddon
Once I let the drama set it
And I can't imagine
Me getting f**ing redemption
I've been awake for 5 days straight
I can't seem to sleep, Permanent sleep is my fate
This guilt goes from my stomach to my waist
Burning my insides like I've drank a pint of mace
Flash back to the night
My heart and my head fight
Head trying to make it alright
My heart feeling like its embedded on a spike
Plus the police have found her body
And probably know I've been naughty
But prison couldn't be worse
Than this guilt that is haunting me
Chorus
Cause You know I'm drowning don't you
Guilt swallows me like an ocean
Cause You know I'm drowning don't you
Guilt swallows me like an ocean
Verse 2
Motherf**er now I'm falling to the bottom
Bottle after bottle
And every one that follows
Drowning in my sorrow
Guilt left my body hollow
I'm scared of tomorrow
Guilt bury me in a another grave that's shallow
It keeps drowning me
I can no longer breath
Washing over me
Like an ocean or a sea
Like I'm drowning in the tub
More water pouring from above
And the good air in my lungs
Isn't going to be enough
Chorus
Cause You know I'm drowning don't you
Guilt swallows me like an ocean
Cause You know I'm drowning don't you
Guilt swallows me like an ocean
Verse 3
And the police now know my where abouts
Won't be long before they come around
And somebody heard every scream and shout
Think d**h is going to be my only way out
See know I'm all f**ed up
My life is all f**ed up
Ive run out of all luck
In this pool of guilt I'm still stuck
And it will never let me leave
Inside me like a disease
Now I'm on my knees
Praying to god please
God please take me
I no longer want to live
I don't want to have kids
I don't want to go to priz
And come somebody's b**h
Or get shank with a shiv
I'm basically a kid
It was wrong what I did
But how can I possibly live like this
I just want to live guilt free
Even if that leave me empty
Drugs and alcohol now temp me
Down drowning is where they send me
Bridge
Cause You know I'm drowning don't you
Guilt swallows me like an ocean
Verse 4
It's evident the evidence
Is no embellishment
In TV they are telling it
No pro in protesting it
They just waiting for a warrant
It's becoming apparent
They'll come to my apartment
So now I'm in a panic
So do i hold my hands up and go the easy way
Go with them and get locked away
Try reduce my sentence and reduce my stay
In the residence of her majesty
Could run away be free for another day
I'll end up in prison anyway
Couldn't live with this guilt for another day
So maybe I should run away some other way
You know I'm drowning don't you
Guilt swallows me like an ocean
What you done?
What you done?