I am afflicted by what you have been saying to me
I feel so dumb I didn’t see it coming through
Are you sure you’ve never meant any harm to me
When you are slowly k**ing me right now
All those flashes from your lashes, they are burning my tongue
You can hear all the cracks in thin ice
Just to think that all I need is a touch of your warmth
I’m really asking for no more, no less
Cuts that mark my fingers used to guide you straight to my heart
But now this map is no use at all
Then what more can I say for you to understand
That I desperately need your help
Help me get back what I had
Help me be someone again
I know it’s up to you
Help me crawl out of that cave
Scream out loud my own name
Help me find the right way
All I see is ruin where once I used to be
Yeah, I see nothing that would make me stay
I know it’s kinda hard to be the one that’s left out
So I’ve been told by the voice in my head
I can smell the memories pouring out of your open mouth
But something ugly is standing in my way
Half the time I am the man you want me to be
The rest is what I try to save of myself