[Verse 1]
I don't know where I'm at but it's time to go
I've got bats in my head, pressure building up slow
So don't even bother to say hello
Lights may be on, but here's a way to get over
I'm idling on empty in my world alone
My fortune of misfortune got me ready to blow
Motioned by my hate and I'm taking a stand
I've got a pocket full of bullets and there's two guns at my head
[Pre-Chorus]
Can I get a victim? I could be the victim
[Chorus]
I took a chance on a leap of faith
But the net gave way
Raw, cold hard ground below, I'm laid
I took a chance on a leap of faith
Now there's no escaping
The only gift God branded me
Is this curse that I carry on
[Verse 2]
I live inside a storm with no calm in the eye
I'm under the gun or I'm under the knife
Inside of my head there's a panic ensuing
I've tied myself in knots and there's no one to undo them
I'm praying for peace up in the clock tower shooting
My left half doesn't know what my right half is doing
Anxiety is building up inside my mind
All bags are stacking up but I'm just waiting here to die
[Pre-Chorus]
Can I get a victim? I wanna be the victim
[Chorus]
I took a chance on a leap of faith
But the net gave way
Raw, cold hard ground below, I'm laid
I took a chance on a leap of faith
Now there's no escaping
The only gift God branded me
Is this curse that I carry on
[Bridge]
The sun fades to black and the hope's becoming dimmer
There's a chill in my bones like the dead cold of winter
Confused and confronted by the man in the mirror
A sinner, a saint, a savior, or a k**er?
[Chorus]
I took a chance on a leap of faith
But the net gave way
Raw, cold hard ground below, I'm laid
I took a chance on a leap of faith
Now there's no escaping
The only gift God branded me
[Outro]
Rock cold, hard ground below I'm laid
The only gift God branded me
Is the curse that I carry on