It's just another day In a mind of insane d**h is creeping in again Storms of hail and rain Can I hold on another day In the mind that's full of rage? Feels like I'm losing grip on the existence that is my BANE... My reality is slipping My hands on the gun and gripping!! Depression blankets entombs and threatens my existance!! So many times I've lost my mind Held on too much but not this time!! My selfishness embracing so I let go of resistance!! f** you all, that try to talk Your sense to me, I don't belong Just leave me be, this dead mans on the ledge!! Your sympathy don't mean sh** to me So f** this life I'm sharpening!! The blade that is conduit to my end!! One foot in the gutter One foot in grave One foot for revenge One for being betrayed One foot for denial One foot for lost faith One foot in the gutter One foot in the GRAVE The rope around my neck is gripping The stool under feet is slipping To purge me of the pressure and the hell that's been my life!
To many times, I lost my sight I've chose to this battle but refuse to fight Todays my day of reckoning, so let the fuse ignite f** you all, that try to talk!! Your sense to me, I don't belong!! Just leave me be, this dead mans on the ledge!! Your sympathy don't mean sh** to me So f** this life I'm sharpening The blade that is conduit to my end!! One foot in the gutter One foot in grave One foot for revenge One for being betrayed One foot for denial One foot for lost faith One foot in the gutter One foot in grave I look that final step At last without regret This gift I wouldn't sell My heaven is your hell Everything is dark Everything is light Angels fly to heaven As demons fall to night This darkness that I caress Blows warm air upon my neck As I embrace my d**h No more panic and no distress This life cannot be saved This life is lost today I had one foot in the gutter Now both are in the grave...!