[Hook] Don't want to wind up at a funeral for wasted time You don't got to understand it baby but the devil want to take my mind And I don't want to wind up a funeral blaming it on wasted time That's why I been grinding for that moment when I own it and I make it mine [Verse 1] Thinking bout the top got me plotting all of my schemes Treating life like twitter I been following my dreams Got you p**y haters so bitter but just wait until I get cream I'll be sipping all of my liquor smoking blunts in a limousine Bumping what I wrote, that's the only way I cope Or experimenting with d**, but I'm never messing with dope Looking for a purpose, strong on the surface but what hurts is underneath Labeled as a f** up by a couple s** ups so I just s** up on my teeth Man, you can't hold me down, you're not gravity Raps a match, and I'm gasoline Got more issues than a motherf**ing magazine So let me kiss you baby even when you're mad at me Tryna write nine hunnit songs, so I got to go lay the tracks Plus I'm needing my money long, someone's got to go pay them racks Staying up I can't hit the sack, got little time I can't get that back
Sacrificing my life to spit, doing all of this sh** for rap cause I [Hook] [Verse 2] Known to shed light, and I'm still that dark type But be real wit me and girl, I'm gon' show you what my hearts like I don't know astrology, but I know I'll live that star life No Xanax in my left hand, I'm tryna keep my bars right I got a dream you better know I ain't never gon' let it go I would rather bleed, planting seeds and I let em' grow I'll make it big put that on everything that I know And the grind is always on my mind like everywhere that I go So I know this my destiny, my dreams ain't gon' rest in peace Like you thought they probably would back when cops was arresting me Feel like I'm right back in school, the way that y'all still question me But I never been no teachers pet, ‘cept when god be testing me I stay up in my lane, got an umbrella when I'm under that rain Baby I'm just looking for love cause I'm sick of dealing with pain This Jersey Rapper ain't the same kid that I was So don't bother blowing up my phone, I'm not answering that buzz because I [Hook]