relevant space
could make my life in a corner
believed all I needed to weather life
was four walls to hold it together
slept in the van
and I knew it was over
then I lived in that van
like it was perfectly normal
to laugh
at myself
the joke was
unintentional, no solace nigh
relevant space
backed myself into a corner
mistook all this time we were sharing life
as something we built together
felt the fear
believed I was alone then
thought I'd escaped all the pain of another
relevant wants of a real desire
i was free to find another world
and i was free to forge another love
anxious
blamed each other
thought I'd escaped all the pain of a lover
trappings of a whole new trial
i was free to find another world
and i was free to forge another love