descend at night
weak fathers son unbridled
blind to descent
shed one then use another
and it takes a long time
to channel hurt right
insensitive high
mostly unwanted
take the lust out of love
quell my youths hunger
and it takes a long time
to recognize life
don't ask me how my life went
from a decent to relentless in a night
believing within reason
that I could follow leisure to the end
forgot i was alive
can't put that aside now