No matter what they say, it's always hot out
And the taste of your blood in my mouth
Mm, something gold on the side of the road
But I didn't stop 'cause I know it's not the color you liked
Went to the bar today and I thought of you
As I drank the whole place dry
'Cause I know it's not what you want me to do
Met a man with an interesting tale
But I didn't stay 'cause I remembered how you valued fair play
Oh I thought it would bring us closer
Boy was I wrong about that
It's just that I've been on this roller coaster
For too long to just get off
Oh I thought it would bring us closer
Boy was I wrong about that
It's just that I've been on this roller coaster
For too long to just get off
So here I am, what feels like a hundred years later
Still half in and half out of a dream
Not really sure why I keep writing these letters
Like my days, each one different and each one the same
I suppose each time I'm working on saying it better
But the fact remains
That you're gone, you're gone and I'm to blame