No more pa**ing out judgement or blaming the voice in my head.
I am the only thing that's controlling my selfish actions.
Windowless, my walls to the world,
I built to shelter my mind.
Told myself that I was better off alone in this life.
A vacuum of a soul, I want to see myself through your eyes.
Afraid I won’t come home,
Afraid I won’t like what I find.
No more pa**ing out judgement or blaming the voice in my head.
I am the only thing that's controlling my selfish actions.
I am not my father’s son or a raindrop in the sea,
My blood will not alone define who I am meant to be.
Scared, my last breath is inevitable,
So I waited for life to unfold,
Withdrew from the ones that I love, they let me go.
Can’t love what you let go,
Can’t hurt what you don’t know.
I am not my father’s son or a raindrop in the sea,
My blood will not alone define who I am meant to be.
No more pa**ing out judgement or blaming the voice in my head.
I am the only thing that's controlling my selfish actions.
And I want to feel whole again.