The stains of time pull me down
Into my meaninglessnes
I live the rest of my life
In the past next to d**h
I hate these times I realize what I am now
No medicine can save me from this undertow
It just protrects the decomposing
And I rot
So I pa** away
Stop this slow d**h
Don't let me die this way
No sense for this distress
So I pa** away
How can I stop this fight
Don't let me die this way
Or give me back my sight
And I know that I'm no god so take me lord above
Don't wanna be a burden
For the ones I love
Am I allowed to regret anything I've done?
Or is this unfounded remorse?
Did they suffer from me?
Once I preached steady
Now I am a freak
Once I created rules
And now I seek for respect
I hate these times I realize what i am now
No medicine can save me from this undertow
It just protrects the decomposing
And I rot
I remember cadavers
World war two
Why can't I rest with my friends
Who lay in the dirt beneath the frontier
Ground