My heart is flamed
My sense is strained
My spirit is suppressed by bitter pain
My mind possessed
I am distressed
I am depressed
I am insane!
Dysthymia squeezed it's icy claws
Soul's thrilling so exposed
My faith is ruthless & composed
This stream is filthy like disease
s**ing souls as black hole
Insatiable mouth that gobbling me!
[Chorus:]
I'm diving & streaming with river of pain
I'm sinking and swimming again and again
Nobody can hear my harrowing cry
This river is my life I'm wishing to die!
I feel disgust
I have no trust
I've got no faith
I am forsaken exile
Wasted by fear
I'm searing hear
All that I hear
Is noise of breaking hearts
Anguish's pricking weaken brains
Iron jaws are chewing us
Storms are spinning our souls
Aggression, hypocrisy,
Greed, meanness,
Hate rules this reality
That I detest!
[Chorus x2]
I'm wishing to die!
Wishing to die!