[verse 1]
I'm downing bottles like f** my liver
I cut my palms to paint a f**ing picture
Then i let it all out to suffer quicker
Tell my loved ones that I'm depressed
I try to find god
I'm only finding stress
Always distant cause my minds a mess
Down a bottle of these pills when its time to rest
Like i died in my sleep and i came back
Not many other people here can say that
Believe me when i say that
I didn't pray to god
But he prayed back
And I've seen hell
I've talked to god
I've had hope
I've lost it all
I tried to be an angle
But turned demon when the munts had called
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They make these d** to take the pain away
So thank the Dr. when they save the day
Dr dr dr
Thank you
I no longer feel alive
I no longer feel my mind
And all the thoughts i hear inside
Like thank you for numbing me
Memories that f** with me
Of a girl who's in love with me
Are better with these d** in me
So lets forget it all together
Lets pretend we saw forever
Let it end
No no no
f** that f** that
Let it end
No
Not ever
[verse 2]
Nightmares on the daily
And dreaming on the nightly
I go to sleep
And wonder why if theres anybody like me
Thats why when i wake up
I always wish i hadn't
Cause id rather die happy in this place that I've imagined
And its said that these things happen
Acid tablets to see past the fact
I might not f**ing last in rap
If that happens ill blast a cap
But i think i just like the pain
Yea its a game
Playing tic tac toe
All by myself
Across my veins