Since I was barely teenaged I’d feed myself little white lies to stick and poke
Assembling before I’d know
The tyranny they’d hold
A little voice that could make big noise when it’s unchecked, no balance revealed
Ordering my final meal
Comfort food to seal the deal
But I know oh oh
Yeah I know oh oh
I’m not alone
I can’t stop shaking
I can’t stop crying
No we won’t start living until we’re dying
Just some bad decisions now all these visions won’t stop
Our love turned toxic when weren’t watching
So microscopic we couldn’t stop it
And the grand illusion’s just one transfusion away
We keep mistreating
Our cold hearts beating
With the true devotion of bad blood seeking for an unblocked vein
Any open lane to get out
And the spreading poison just keeps destroyin’
Everything that we once found joy
Unless we cut it off in one lop, yeah amputate
Yeah we cut it off in one lop and throw it away
Throw it away
Yeah we cut it off in one lop and amputate