[Verse 1]
Chilling like a villain
I'm just looking for my Bonnie
Doing sh** alone that I'd rather do with somebody
And now I'm feeling alone, but I can't let it get to me
Thinking of somebody who's thinking of everybody but me
This could be the most honest I've ever been
I'm usually cautious about letting people come in
She said "Mustafa, I wanna know the real you
f** the surface talking you gotta show me the inner you"
The other night she was saying we need rules now
We just friends now, what do I say now?
But I don't get it, the other night I was kissing you
And now you telling me we can't even just hold hands now
I am such a gentlemen, look at the way I treated you
Always holding the door, you say you didn't have too
Maybe it's because I was raised by a couple
Who told me to keep loving even when you don't need to
[Verse 2]
I feel like communication is breaking
We texting like once a month and our conversations so blatant
Funny how you live only a mile away
I saw your mom she was shopping at Schnucks the other day
Still think I can't rap now?
You gotta be kidding me, You gotta be f**ing with me, You gotta be joking
Can't you see the way that I'm flowing over this song?
These n***as are getting nervous, the sh** I spit is provoking
I miss all of my family overseas
I miss all the dry summers, the warm winters
The way I would see life when I was only a kid
Used to count stars, now we only count money instead
And I hate it. I feel guilty
But why do I? Why do I?
I don't know, really I don't know
At least I gaive a bit to charity, that's her stripper name
Double Entendre, how n***a?
I'm the man n***a
I got bars n***a
Sometimes I feel like I'm Gods gift to rap n***a
J.Cole flow, that's my ego n***a
To be honest, I love the feeling it makes
When hearing somebody telling me I remind them of Drake
And to be honest, I have alot of fears
But I'd rather keep it all in my heart now
Yeah, I know it's written, I can't miss it, I won't run
Yeah, so I just wanna say now
Whenever you hear this voice
I just want you remember all the good that it did now