Shallow breathing (yeah)
I'm reaching, touching, can you see me? (yeah, yeah)
The faintest heartbeat, what i'm seeking (yeah)
I'm lost in dreams, i know it's fleeting (yeah, yeah)
Eyes rolling in the back of my head
Thought i was better off dead
I fu*king needed you
Killing myself slowly instead
You left the fu*king room
Shadow people all in my head
The fu*k did you assume?
I fu*king needed you
I, i made it out alive
Yeah, i fu*king survived
Without you in my life
It's clear now in my eyes
You want a fu*king prize
For leaving me to die?
I'm sat here asking why
You watched me as i cried
You left me all alone
Slammed the door, i should've known
You wanted pure and undiluted
Hit the fan, and you were useless
It was a fu*king cry for help
You saw it, and you knew it well
A sorry in the fu*king mail
I burned that sh*t, i love the smell
I burned that sh*t, i love the smell
I burned that sh*t, i love the smell
I burned that sh*t, i love the smell
Years of toxicity
Can you taste the poison?
I'm not guilt-free
I've made my choices
But you made yours
You left me to rot
One foot in the grave
I haven't forgot
Seeing ghosts in the corners of the room
I came crying to you
You sat in silence, act of violence
It was too much for you
My pain, my fear, addiction
Needed help but you dismissed me
Well, i helped my fu*king self
Your sorry can go fu*k itself
I, i made it out alive
Yeah, i fu*king survived
Without you in my life
It's clear now in my eyes
You want a fu*king prize
For leaving me to die?
I'm sat here asking why
You watched me as i cried
You left me all alone
Slammed the door, i should've known
You wanted pure and undiluted
Hit the fan, and you were useless
It was a fu*king cry for help
You saw it, and you knew it well
A sorry in the fu*king mail
I burned that sh*t, i love the smell
I burned that sh*t, i love the smell
I burned that sh*t, i love the smell
I burned that sh*t, i love the smell
I burned that sh*t, i love the smell
Okay, your love was like a gun
It's locked and loaded, watch me run
Where's your compassion? you got none
The final straw, it's fu*king done
You looked at me like i was scum
Don't know where you were coming from
You turned your back on me
While i was sailing straight into the sun
While i was sailing straight into the sun
While i was sailing straight into the sun
While i was sailing straight into the sun
While i was sailing straight into the sun