[Chorus: guardin]
Wished I wouldn’t stay, you don’t like that
Put all my dreams in my nightstand
You said I’ve changed with your eyes red
Whispered “Okay”, under my breath
Wished I wouldn’t stay, you don’t like that
Put all my dreams in my nightstand
You said I’ve changed with your eyes red
Whispered “Okay”, under my breath
[Verse 1: guardin]
Looks like you’ve got nothing going
About you, is lost so what have you become?
The critic inside you is lonely and gone
In your head one false move and the chamber is spun
I’m a fake to myself, live uncomfortably numb
Mechanism for coping is biting my thumb
I’ve lost focus, I’m honest
I’ve [?] it’s burning my eyes, which direction is it coming from?
Stupid thoughts, so I’ma have to run from everyone
And everything ignoring friends and family it’s fun
I still care, it’s so damn long and [?] one
They commentate me, complications possibly undone
[Chorus: guardin & sewerperson]
Wished I wouldn’t stay, you don’t like that
Put all my dreams in my nightstand
You said I’ve changed with your eyes red
Whispered “Okay”, under my breath
Wished I wouldn’t stay, you don’t like that
Put all my dreams in my nightstand
You said I’ve changed with your eyes red
Whispered “Okay”, under my breath (Oh, oh)
[Verse 2: sewerperson]
You cannot hurt me
She gon’ bring me down into a five [?]
This sh*t taste like chicken, I can barely tell it’s asphalt
Something [?] feel behind me when I turn around it’s no one
She could run my face ’round my body and it’s my fault
Hurts, she don’t really mean it, she just don’t really apply
I choose not to believe it, all of a sudden I am calm
And I’m convinced they hate me but they lock it in their thoughts
I just need some reassurance here and there to keep me going
Girl, can you tell me what’s up?
I can’t read your face when you got your walls up
Look out on the lake, we can see a light out
Could see me better in the winter, you should try and calm down
[Verse 3: Lil Narnia]
It seems like something never started
Haven’t left my apartment in months
Why can’t I just give you up?
Keeps giving with my damn [?]
Feels like nothing is an option
And I’m always exhausted
Try to bite myself together
Check my phone and it’s December, whatever
[Outro: Lil Narnia & guardin]
Wished I wouldn’t stay, you don’t like that
Put all my dreams in the nightstand
You said I’ve changed with your eyes red
Whispered “Okay”, under my breath
Yeah
She makes home feel like a home in my head (Home in my head)
And when I’m with her I feel hope again