[Verse]
Waiting for the day to tell my momma we made it
Waiting for the day these f**ers stop testing my patience
Waiting for the day she get outta my brain and stop contemplating putting these d** in my veins
Yeah I may have smoked a couple of strains, but no that's not what caused this stress on my brain
Maybe it's caused from less love from my pops, or the lack of friends, they just opps
Putting the blame on myself, causing all this pain on myself
My demons getting the best of me, tempted to grab that grain on my shelf
Surrounded by sheep they just slain by that wealth
Selling these pills to the kids, off my belt, but the racks never felt so real
Hustlin' knowing I wanted to be more than something
Cuffing me after stealing that gold wrist, ended up with nothing more than a fee
Nothing in this world is coming for free
d**h and taxes the only thing that's guaranteed
So I make the most of what I got I make this music cus really it's all I got
I've fought for so long
Writing these songs is just a way to express my wrongs
Never regress from what I've learned after losing my rock
Taught my kids through my mistakes
Taking every chance mane, whatever it takes
Fake till you make
Fate is what awaits, so I wait and work till I wake in a better place
Smug Face