I gotta find my way outta hell
I gotta find my way alone
I see myself dead by suicide
By a knife, gun, a blade-- or hanging high
Will I be safe or will I die
Can I stop the voices deep inside
My mind, my mind, my mind, my f**ing mind!!
Dead to me - Youre dead to me
Youre dead to me, all dead to me
Oh My f**ing God!!
Im a victim, Ive lived through disaster -
Pushed too far this is the reaction
I hate your lies
I hate my life
Dead to me - Youre dead to me
Youre dead to me - All Dead
Oh My f**ing God!!
Im a victim ive lived through disaster
Pushed too far this is the reaction - to you!!
I hate your lies
I hate my life
Hoping I'll find a way
A way to live dead together
A way to hide my fears, a way to disappear
I can't fake it, I won't make it
I'll just hate it, I can't fake it
I won't make it, I just hate it
I can't take it
I can't change it, I can't take it, I can't take it!
I won't make it, no!!
Dead to me, youre dead to me
Youre dead to me - all dead!
Dead.. Dead... Youre soon to be dead
I put a 12 gauge under my chin
Dead.. Dead... Youre soon to be dead
I put a 12 gauge under my chin
Dead to me youre dead to me
Youre dead to me, all dead to me
Oh my f**ing god!!!
Im a victim ive lived through disaster
Pushed too far this is the reaction
...died a thousand times again and again...
In my mind I have died
I have slowly withered