Here I lay awake a-wishin'
For one peaceful night to stop thinkin'
How can I sleep without pain?
Without burning? Without strain?
I'm sweating in the face of d**h
Is this how it's gonna end?
Two minds fighting one body
Dark clouds surrounding me
These broken bones, abandoned heart
I will never wallow in a pit of MISERY
I'll keep screaming for us tonight
We burden our pain. I keep spitting out the truth
SPITTING OUT THE TRUTH!
I don't enjoy what I have
Until it's gone and can't grab it
I never realized how it really was
And how those days are gone
I will never wallow in a pit of misery
I'll keep screaming for us tonight
I keep spitting out the truth
I blacked out again
Lost track of where I am
Screaming, "f** this world for all it's worth!"