[Intro]
(You're far too wicked a man)
Come now Duchess, as a wicked man I am a complete failure
Everyone says I haven't done anything right in my life
Of course they only say that in my back
(What does it mean by that? I suppose we shall never find out)
[Verse I]
My wicked thoughts would leave anybody's soul torn
Scorching in the flames that hell is well known for
I failed to give a damn and I nailed my broad raw
k**ed the love that her heart longed and held unto
Only thing colder was my response to – H.E.R
With no emotion
'Sorry love I know it hurts but there's no other option!"
She was shaken
Flashbacks to the nights with pa**ionate love making
She said
“You were the man, I swore I'd love till the world end
I was mistaken and if f**ing was your game
Then half the time I faked it
Boy, you ain't sh*t!
I loved you more than myself now it's hatred!
Your mother, should be disgraced, she raised her only son
To praise the holy one, makes mistakes but own to them
You a coward,you play with women' hearts
And I doubt you'll ever fall in love with one
So in love with Rap I bet you tasting HOVA's cum”
Hehe, that sh** got me
And I sat there with a blank look, silently and just shook
A blank stare that cut through anything that walked through
'Look, I know you and I'd love to, but boo do as I say please
I refuse to bring my son into these streets
Bring my daughter into this grief
My world is a world they'll hear about but won't see'
No more D, she took offense, sh** I tried to make sense
But she was against it, accused me of being selfish
“Any dick can make a baby but to raise one takes a man
So I'll just pray for better days I know my faith won't let me down”
'In my world, yeah girl, there is no crown, no God around
So don't place your plans upon your maker's hands'
You think she listened?
Said she went to the clinic, but she didn't
Every time we smashed, I grabbed that a**
And what she saw was marriage
I pushed my loved inside, she blushed and smile
And I was hers to cherish
Until Reality hit fan and
Got out of hand like my n***as out in Paris
She embraced her womb
She embraced a tomb
Disparaged by the doom of a natural miscarriage
[Verse II]
Or was it true? Were you really carrying my seed
Or lying and trying to plant the fruit?
I'm dying to find the truth, I deny in my mind that you
Would choose to be this trife and compromise our youth
You proceed to shove and push, fighting when we speak
And when we argue I feel I'm pushing science into beliefs
Of blinded Hindu priest, or perhaps you're right
And I'm too high off the Indo leaves!
What I seek are answers with hope they'll rest in peace
And not feed this cancer that won't allow me to fall asleep
I beseech the wickedness to decease and let me be
Please!
All I ask is for you to beseech the wickedness to decease and let me be
Please!
[Skit]
Get up! back to gen, motherf**er!