[Intro]
She'd love to go
There's something 'bout her, uh oh
Yeah, oh yeah, oooh yeah, oh yeah
She bad and she knows it
She light one, she pours up a shot and tell me to get faded
She faded away cuz she told me she'd stay
sh** done changed since I went to LA
[Verse 1]
Uh, Why all I ever hear is wait?
And lil n***as look at me and still think I'm okay?
The higher up I get, the harder this sh** get to fake
But if I take the f**in' leap and I make it, they call it faith!
I bet I'll miss, they call it dumb, n***a dear depart
These n***as live for television, they tarot cards
They well wishers, they change throwers
A month from now I turn around and all my n***as holdin' flame throwers
That's paranoia, that's Nathan for ya
I started doubtin' bout myself
That was basically a forfeit
I was chained up, mixin' sprite and purp up in the same cup
I got faded, but you n***as never fade us, yeah
Ya'll forgot I ain't forgave that
Chain snatch the pressure off my chest where it hangs at
Uh, except I kept it bottled up, so I never really left with the darkness it swallowed up so I
[Hook]
Light one, pour one, no one
Can't tell me nothin', I'm just doing me
Tell em let me breathe
I just got to find a way to silence all the screams, n***a
Light one, pour one, no one
Can't tell me nothin', I'm just doin' me
Tell em let me breathe
I just got to find a way to silence all the screams
[Verse 2]
I had to leave to make a cla**ic, pretty sure I'd be Bach
Petty n***as hate me, they prayin' for me to stop
In the studio I flow, an engineer with no accomplice
Gave myself a complex, that n***a's on Complex? What?
sh**, I did it for the art, but it's hard when your mind is shootin missiles at your heart
I'll admit, I miss my f**in' ex a lot
She prolly part the reason why I f** with X a lot
Yeah n***a, I'm on sh** just to keep my mind off
Room crowded but I see it with the sound off
Move forward just pretendin that it's all good
But you let em see the rope, they know it's all knot
Now I'm duckin' pennies my n***as throwin' me 2 cents
But I just tell em, I'm tyin' up loose ends
And if you ever try to bring a real n***a down
I just fire up some loud, drown you muhf**ers out, my god
[Hook]
Light one, pour one, no one
Can't tell me nothin, I'm just doing me
Tell em let me breathe
I just got to find a way to silence all the screams, n***a
Light one, pour one, no one
Can't tell me nothin, I'm just doin' me
Tell em let me breathe
I just got to find a way to silence all the screams
[Verse 3]
Yeah, they tried to anchor down my dreams
f** em once, f** em twice
I'm f**in' back my n***a please
Had a dollar and a dream
I spent it, my tank on E
How I got here got me thinkin' how great a n***a could be
If he'd only believe, that other people believe
If the sky had never fallen, know I could probably see, uh
For now I'm livin' off E
That's ironic right? I want the high, but hate to feel the breeze
I was trapped inside a box, Dracula to all the bullsh**
In the mirror with middle fingers and full clips
Should I medicate it with bars?
All I see is setback like Audemar in the fall
Light one, nah, f** it just go hard, tomorrow tell the family I'm back this is rollcall
And why the f** I'm waitin for a spot that was already mine?
Nothing stopped me, impossible is a state of mind!
[Hook]
Light one, pour one, no one
Can't tell me nothin', I'm just doing me
Tell em let me breathe
I just got to find a way to silence all the screams, n***a
Light one, pour one, no one
Can't tell me nothin', I'm just doin' me
Tell em let me breathe
I just got to find a way to silence all the screams
[Outro]
Diet consists of
Mints and skittles
Trippin a lot and
Workin a little
Blowin on purple
But it's loud
I'm alone in this crowd
Had to turn the screams down, turn the screams down
And then I...
Took a trip last Saturday, last Saturday