I shut my eyes to see the distant years Before I was before the first breath To days when we walked in the brilliant light Before the fall before first d**h I dare not look too long—a secret guarded well I've never seen this place but been here many times I know here I belong but danger here does dwell An Old Familiar Face a million mirrored lines Swimming, Dimming, Shadows, Fear Grows Drowning, Crowning, Dark Skies, Birth Cries We weren't meant to see I wasn't meant to see the inner weave of me But deep within the dark Sometimes we catch a spark A silver glow as warm as angels Would fill out souls like mead from Eden And in this dream I'm so close yet To see it's not a dream my eyes begin to burn A moth drawn to the flame to ashes add a speck The memories of all who here have had their turn In strobes and strokes and strikes like noose connects to neck Swimming, Dimming, Shadows, Fear Grows Drowning, Crowning, Dark Skies, Birth Cries We weren't meant to see But deep within the dark Sometimes we catch a spark A silver glow as old as angels
Would blind us all like snow from Everest And in this dream I'm far too close We weren't meant to see the inner weave of things No, I can't tell you when we first met Possibly before we were born As fragments on a thread that binds us all But hot or cold we touch And black and white we touch Man and woman touch Spare and fire touch And after all I'm not a snail at all But an ember of a raging fire! Hot or cold we touch And black and white we touch Man and woman touch Spare and fire touch Ember without name Rising from the flame Free from where I came I've burned down history's stage I've cooled through the age I melt into the page A voice calls through the haze "You must rejoin the blaze!" Dimming while swimming This spark astride an uphill blast And though an avalanche might fall I must rejoin the blaze Carried along on a song sung in fire Float in the chords miss the words of the choir Close to a name in the flame I've been drawn to Tell me my name in the flame! Tell me my name in the flame! Tell me my Name in the Flame!