My life is surrounded by d**h
cause everyday of my life I have to die to myself
and I
I don't want to be an Ultimate success
and everythign you can't see is an ultimate mess
and I
I just want to be Real
I refuse to live a lie
We aint got nothing to say
okay
Cuz I don't want to be a private failure.
oh no
**
I was into these stresses
Cuz everytime I did was good
Evil was always present
I was just a hearer
not a doer all I did was talk
found out my lyrics and my life were on a different walk
but you said you wouldn't forsake me
and you would never leave
they say the truth hurts
but you told me it makes me free
yeeeah
there for I'm complete in you
so im dueteuronomy
while Joshua Judges Ruth
Didn't want to be fake
no way
so hey
couldn't help but die
Fool falls in the mischief
but a just man gets up like seven times
every now and then I may fall to sin
but please before you doubt me
“Cuz I don't want to be a private failure.
— Gideonz Army feat. Enlitement
check a' temp ninety eight point six degrees
Nothin luke warm about me.
My life is surrounded by d**h
cause everyday of my life I have to die to myself
and I
I don't want to be an Ultimate success
and everythign you can't see is an ultimate mess
and I
I just want to be Real
I refuse to live a lie
We aint got nothing to say
okay
Cuz I don't want to be a private failure.
oh no
Okay
I sweep around my own front
poked
in the back door
I can not see that anymore
because this beam as got my eye sow
getting rid of skeletons
I got off in my closet
all the sin I cuttin off
think I'm kin to Rainl Bobby
like a hobby
So everything I preaching
my life style is a mocking
because if souls can save
and Iie can change
destroy the yoke
the curse is broke
do not mean thing behind the scene
if my life style is a joke
**
I learn from all my lessons
be the first one to tell you
Career I aint winning is my life is a failure
**
sometime I swear
my confidence
this d**h is only strong
I smell it in my home
strong
tomorrow I could be gone
so I
forced to live this day like it is the last one
Cause every time I fall I claiming its my last one
no more frontin
I like the sin and I am the bad one
but I'm willing to die for this
so I'm going to get my stash on
Story of my life
I don't want to k** but
I don't want to
**
**
how bout I sell my soul
really
call me gangsta rapper
aka crooked pastor
My life is surrounded by d**h
cause everyday of my life I have to die to myself
and I
I don't want to be an Ultimate success
and everythign you can't see is an ultimate mess
and I
I just want to be Real
I refuse to live a lie
We aint got nothing to say
okay
Cuz I don't want to be a private failure.
*** Thanks Ashan Dharshan for the lyrics