[Verse 1]
Had about enough of this f** sh** in my life
Makes me want to grab the knife
Take it to my windpipe
Maybe then maybe that'll spice a little bit of this comfort
Too late
I already told my b**h I take it and I conquer
She ain't really a b**h
I just treat her that way
(Stay) stay starting problems each and every f**ing day
People think they know what it's like in the struggle
They say "just stay on your grind"
I'm staying on mine with no pay
You're wasting your time
On the side of the line with no play
I'm making a tape of my suicide in one take (boo)
I'm drowning in a sea of rappers with nothing to say
Talking 'bout you got a Caddy
Seen you driving that Hyundai (skrrt)
One day I'ma make it out of this town
Then you'll all be s**ing my balls with upside down frowns
The you'll all be s**ing my balls with upside down frowns
[Chorus x2]
Living life like a cold soul
Ain't nothing to my name but a bad reputation (naah)
Just gonna let it all go slow
Cause loyalty don't exist in a place like this (naah)
[Verse 2]
Refresh my memory
What the f** is a friend to me?
If you ain't gonna say to me
Everything you claim to see that I'm doing wrong
Decisions I made
As if you can take my mind
And make it a better place
For me to reside
And find me some time
To write me a rhyme
Don't give me a motherf**ing line to sign
[Skit]
Okay so uh, just sign right here (all right)
And here (okay)
And right there
And initial here (all right)
All right, we have ourselves a contract
(Sweet, man. I'm so glad that you could do this to-)
Oh uh, just put your balls in this jar (what?)
[Verse 3]
Cause all I got is my word
And now I'm not trying to be working
For no [?] fame
With nobody knowing my name
I'll leave that up to the lames
With knock-off designer shades
I'm working all 7 days
Ain't got time for no breaks
The day that I stop getting middle fingers up in my face
Is the day that I stop writing
And become a...Catholic priest?
(If you see that happen, shoot me. Please)
[Chorus x2]
Living life like a cold soul
Ain't nothing to my name but a bad reputation (naah)
Just gonna let it all go slow
Cause loyalty don't exist in a place like this (naah)
[Outro]
Loyalty don't exist