Now I'm constantly walking the line between wasted dreams
All I need is a place where I fit in with these thoughts of mine
I can't help but think why I even try
When this journey of mine, it just breaks me down
I feel you, always watching me, judging me
There's a devil on my shoulder that I'll deal with when I'm older
Don't waste all the apologies, honestly
So if I'm going down, until I lose my f**ing mind, let's sing it
There's no means to an end when we always start again
Why is this so pretend, now we're all just losing friends
Wow, we cut so deep, now we're bleeding out
I'll admit it, that I need you now
'Cause you build me up
I need a quick fix psychologically
Oh I'm a s**er to the American Dream
When I die young, you'll spread your legacy
I'm gonna kick back, sit back, never gonna look back
Never gonna look back
Never gonna look back
Never gonna look back
(Never gonna look back)
I feel you, always watching me, judging me
There's a devil on my shoulder that I'll deal with when I'm older
Don't waste all the apologies, honestly
So if I'm going down, until I lose my f**ing mind, let's sing it
In this world, I wanna elevate
I wanna find my fate, it's my destiny
Only mean it and I need you now
So let me find myself in a messed up way
Kiss up, wake my soul, sing me lullabies
Close my eyes when you send me off to die
Run away, what you, sick enough for state
You turned your back on
I can't save this place
I feel you, always watching me, judging me
There's a devil on my shoulder that I'll deal with when I'm older
Don't waste all the apologies, honestly
So if I'm going down, until I lose my f**ing mind, let's sing it
In this world, I wanna elevate
I wanna find my fate, it's my destiny
Only mean it, and I need you now, so let me find myself in a messed up way