[Verse 1]
Corpses layin' around all over the damn place
Mental process racin' whilst in a brain maze
Intellectualism temporary, comparable to a phase
40% sticker reasoning for this cloudy haze
Dim lights, thick smoke, and loud, loud music
Meanwhile the vision begins looking quite lucid
Meanwhile, hearing is almost muted
That small light is what remains of my fuses
Question every existence attempting to remember my steps
Ask myself "Is this truly all I have left?
Damaging my entire body, growing up to be what I detest
Should I run away now and aspire the best?"
[Pre-Verse]
My lungs are harmed far too much, and my breathing is difficult
Yet, I remain in a trance, nearly mystical
[Verse 2]
I notice a dim light on the other side
Contemplate the possibilities, will I live or die
Other options disregarded, I wish to abide
Fears I push down, I need them to hide
Slouching myself onto the next room
Unable to control my actions, I trip on the man in blue
Crawling my way there, I don't know what is the truth
The mist around my mind blinds me more, I wish I knew
Assumed I was born again, but for what? Ready to die?
Shouldn't have stepped in my old shoes, but to myself I just lied
Another in the corner with a similar look, except she cried
I'd be falsifying if I said I truly tried
The dim light seems to be fading away
Only seeming to enter deeper into this fade
I'm stuck in my own shades of gray
At this point, I attempt to pray
Not knowing the last hopes have ran away
I stretch my hands out next to my head
My entire body has spread
I am lost and the decisions I dread
I rest myself and hope God doesn't want me dead