[Chorus:]
All the pain in me
I wish that I could fly away
All the things I've seen
I need to try to get away
You can hate on me
But I'm never gonna change
You're to blame
Why you hate on me?
Jealousy's an ugly trend
Never wrong I see
Why you gotta be so fake?
Tearing at the seems
But yet, I'm the one to blame
For the blame
[Verse 1:]
All the people that did me wrong
They never stopped me from chasing my dreams
All the mean mugs I had to deal with, so much hatred and jealousy
Too much air it gets hard to take it
I never fake sh**, that just ain't me
They wanna see me fall up and lose my placement
But I ain't stopping till I rest in peace, till I'm finally free
And they call me a freak cause I speak my mind
Always been a black sheep
Never Judge but always feel the Judgment
When I die they'll finally leave me be
I wanna live, but not like this
Honestly I'm tired of suffering
OCD and AED got me so stressed
I can barley breathe, always worrying
Man, I'm scared for my life,vcause I might just take it
Suicide's on my mind as I sit here fading
But it's not gonna k** what my mom created
God forgive me, I've lost my patience
A selfless creature forever taded
I relay with pain and anguish
Blow my brain to fragments for your entertainment
For the world and for the prick who made it, hypocritical f**
Grab a shotty, couple bang leave a blood stain, or this OD
Just remember the pain you caused was the one thing that f**ing murdered me
Staring at the (?) in the broken dreams I wanna fly away
One foot in the grave and I'm praying for better days!
[Chorus:]
All the pain in me
I wish that I could fly away
All the things I've seen
I need to try to get away
You can hate on me but
I'm never gonna change
You're to blame
Why you hate on me?
Jealousy's an ugly trend
Never wrong I see
Why you gotta be so fake?
Tearing at the seems
But yet I'm the one to blame
For the blame
[Verse 2:]
Leave me alone, let me drown in my madness
So far gone, I finally had had it
Sick of the world, so I'll burn it to ashes
I'm a cult leader like Charles Manson
Listen to me and drop some acid
I can make you see all the pain I managed
I can make you feel like you're from another planet
I can imagine you all in a casket
I'm like a plane crashing, I'm blowing up
It's only a matter of time
I'm c**aine
I'm a c*nt to get pumped when I'm servin' these lines
Am I out my mind for being (?)
Most of these cats for rappers see me die to shine
I wanna fly away today find a better place
I can decay in the hatin' raid of ba**
And I'm feeling like I'm so f**ed up
And I'm so far gone and I can't control it
And I break myself down to the point where I can't even really it's hard to focus
I think most people notice this sorrow I've been holding
I'm a dead corpse...Rigor Mortis
I'm a zombie on this earth that god will never forgive
So don't forget I've been a misfit, pissed off at my own existence
You fans are the reason I'm living, I'm so thankful you're even listening!
I stand for any kid that got picked on,wanted to die, or struggled with a addictive to let go!
[Chorus:]
All the pain in me
I wish that I could fly away
All the things I've seen
I need to try to get away
You can hate on me but I'm never gonna change you're to blame
Why you hate on me?
Jealousy's an ugly trend
Never wrong I see
Why you gotta be so fake?
Tearing at the seems
But yet I'm the blame, for the blame