[Intro]
Yesterday, when we were getting high
You were invited, you woulda liked it
I know you all too well
I said that we could kiss the past goodbye
But you weren't excited, there's no way to fight it
You can stay, but shawty, here I go
[Verse 1]
Should I spend a weekend in Vegas?
I'm livin' inside a moment, not takin' pictures to save it
I mean, how could I forget? My memory's never faded
I can't relate to these haters, my enemies never made it
I am still here with who I started with
The game needed life, I put my heart in it
I blew myself up, I'm on some martyr sh**
Carry the weight for my city like a cargo ship
I'm 23 with a money tree
Growin' more too, I just planted a hundred seeds
It's ironic cause my mother was a florist
And that's how she met my pops
And now my garden is enormous
"It's happenin', Penny Lane, just like you said!"
I avoided the coke game and went with Sprite instead
Uh-huh, that's word to the millions that they puttin' up
I'm trying to do better than good enough
[Hook]
What am I afraid of?
This is supposed to be what dreams are made of
But people I don't have the time to hang with
Always look at me and say the same sh**
They say, "you promised me you would never change
You promised me you would never change"
[Verse 2]
Am I wrong for making light of my situation? Clap on
When 40 got some sh** for me to snap on
Now that I'm on I don't really want to worry about gettin' back on
I'm just trying to stay on, get my f**in' buffet on
I heard they just moved my grandmother to a nursin' home
And I be actin' like I don't know how to work a phone
But hit "redial", you'll see that I just called
Some chick I met at the mall that I barely know at all and
Plus this woman that I messed with unprotected
Texted sayin' she wished she would have kept it
The one that I'm layin' next to just looked over and read it
Man, I couldn't tell you where the f** my head is
I'm holdin' on by a thread it's like I'm high right now
The guy right now
And you could tell by looking in my eyes right now
That nothin' really comes as a surprise right now
Cause we just havin' the time of our lives right now
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
I live by some advice this girl Lissa told me
The other day Lissa told me that she missed the old me
Which made me question when I went missin'
And when I started treatin' my friends different
Maybe it was the fast paced switch up
Or the two guns in my face durin' the stick up
Maybe cause a girl I thought I trusted was who set the whole sh** up
But in fact I haven't seen them since they locked Big Rich up
I know, but same time I'm quick to forget
I'm 'bout to roll me up a blunt with my list of regrets
Burn it all, burn it all, I'm startin' it fresh
Cause half the time I got it right I probably guessed
Did I just trade free time for camera time?
Will I blow all of this money baby, hammer time?
Yeah, I just need some closure
Ain't no turnin' back for me I'm in it 'til it's over