I seen my father in a coffin
I wanted to start off blunt
I guess im not tired of coughing
Im tried of crawling im tired of parties
Im tired of liars im tired of sorries
Im tired of being me
You see my life through this telescope
And yeah im hella broke but
Im just trynna write the realest sh** i ever wrote
The realest sh** i ever spoke
Im not scared of d**h
The fear is too set in
I just wanna become a bestfriend
Without even leaving my room
I gotta make it gotta take it
Before im seeing a tomb
Before i see my last june
Bullets hit before hes 20
I dont know if the bullets are enemy or if they friendly
If theyre mine or behind enemy lines
Will she pull back
If i lived inside i box would she do that?
Her lipstick marks on my ribcage
But how many dudes got the same prints
Always thinking the same sh**
Like pops before he made prince
And ive been drinking its not cute
Kissing these girls and they not you
Im barely sorry
Fairly gnarly
Grinding its no excuse
They questioning me
Whatchu gonna do when your moms pa**
When the bombs blast
When the day comes
When the rain is done
And its time to go outside
Honestly between you and i im thinking suicide
I dont wanna live in that life with my mom in the crib that i reside
If thats the end then im resign
f** a cosign
I dont need beef f** a bovine
Im just living my life
While i still can
Cuz either way im screaming
GET ME OUT OF THIS TV
I wanna be a real boy
I wanna laugh forreal i wanna see the real joy
Cuz out here we fake laugh like we hand shake
Every greeting
Every meeting is deceiving
There's sharks in the waters
Looking at the TV
I know those dudes
I know the rules
Say no to school
Go out and learn mo'f**er
| Fade |
Cuz we can spit it and split it and cash a check but that dont count for sh** when your dead
You gotta make the future today
You gotta pave a lane and make a way
For the kids after you the kids afterschool
The kids who like weird sh**
Its not weird their just early
Stop
*inaudible*