[Verse 1: G FrSH]
I hide all this pain very well
But never to the point that my mother can't tell
Wanna be alone, I don't even wanna talk to myself
Man I'll do it on my own, I don't need no help
Cause I made it from the bottom where the sun don't shine
Maybe I've had my share and I aimed too high
One hand on the mic, one hand on the scales
Between falling and flying, the lines so fine
[Hook: Arrows Down]
Wishing on a miracle
Spinning on this merry-go-round, round
Begging them to let me go
They f** me fast and love me slow
Flying low though I'm falling high
Spending all my borrowed time, time, time
I find myself and go inside
Every time I close my eyes
[Verse 2: G FrSH]
Ain't seen my sisters smile in a while
Said I've been too busy so I ain't been round
But this morning I woke up in some girls house
Got so high last night, still I ain't come down
So caught up in myself that I can't escape
While I'm paperchasing, all else can wait
Said "f** love" so long, I forgot how to feel
Once poured out my heart, now it's filled with space
[Hook: Arrows Down]
[Verse 3: G FrSH]
Got like 10 missed calls from my baby mother
Saying that I missed my daughter's parent's evening
For that one split second, man, I felt like the other
Dead beat dads who only plant their seeds
But don't nurture theirs, but i water mine
Mum raised the perfect son, I shine on mine
I'm a little more distraught that at the time
I was in the trap house, and I couldn't stop the grind
But I've gotta pay school fees
That are more than the average wage
Man, I'm over just doing it for j**ellery
Kicks and them models and them brand new plates
Sitting with green on a mad estate
Next day on the green, on a mad estate
Smile for the cam, do my take
Bag another brick, then back to the stage
Now I'm back in a rave
In the back of the rave
Still out here fishing
All the best catches say I'm too bait
I need to find love before it's too late
But I've seen too much, it's already too late
Cos she's got a man, he ain't one of us
So she don't gave a sh**, so she gave two f**s, oh well
Me and the last girl ain't end so well, oh well
My little cuz just got out the cell
Tried to rob a man at 13 years old
I asked him why, he said he don't even know
He just wanted new kicks and a phone
I couldn't help but feel at fault
Cause he sees me in that FrSH sh**, see me in a Range
Heard "#imballin" and "18K"
But nah, f** that this is bigger than me
Cuh at his age, man, I felt the same way
If you ain't been broke then you won't ever know
Man, I remember picking up my first O
Gotta get dough, move that work
Hearts on our sleeves so we wear T-shirts
So yeah, we hurt
But refuse to feel it
When it's day by day
There's no time for weakness
Reality so real
There's no room for dreaming
Still I pray
But I don't even know what the f** I believe in
[Hook: Arrows Down]