[Produced by Nascent]
[Verse 1: G Count]
Black and Mild in the left, Bible in the right hand
AK47 leaning on the nightstand
Extra clips on the dresser next to the fifth of Svedka
On my hip is a heckler, I keep the sh** for protection
Tote this burner wherever, I can get murdered whenever
The reason why I'm only tote'n them 30s or better
They got personal vendettas, them n***as want me dead
So bad they ante up and put some money on my head
I'm paranoid, can't relax one minute
Shot the mirror cause I saw a man with a gun in it
Damn near blew this n***a down at the intersection
Thought it was a hit but he was only asking me directions
They tried to wack me on the expressway
They tried to wet the car up like a jet spray
Got up on me in a drive-thru
I shot my way up out the jam, they didn't k** me but they tried to
See I survived two murder attempts
By the grace of God and I been going to Church ever since
And even then I got the vest on
Even though I don't expect to live that long
I just had a newborn
But I feel d**h on my heels like a shoehorn
I'm a family man now, this ain't no way to live
Can't even ride in the same car as my kids
I did a lot of dirt, I put in a lot of work
The reason why it's R.I.P. on a lot of shirts
What goes around comes right back
You changed but you can't erase your past, it doesn't work like that
I see d**h around the corner
Just waiting to take my life without a warning
I take what I dish out, I'm a real n***a
And when that day come I'ma deal with it
[Hook: Black Ralphy'L]
I know I did what I did, it is what it is
Yeah I know that I've been sinning, but I hope the Lord forgive
I know I did some dirt, I had to get it how I live
How I live, I had to get it how I live
Know I did some dirt, I had to get it how I live
How I live, I had to get it how I live
I know I did some dirt, I had to get it how I live, how I live