[Sample]
Man, that ain't nothing, ya'll!
And you know what else?
We ain't nothing either
[Hook]
I won't let you
I won't let you close enough to hurt me
[Verse 1]
Talking to this counselor like, "Where the f** my father at?"
She said, "Well, that's complicated! You don't know, then holler back."
Catch me up in cla**, attitude and talking back
Plus the teacher's talking nonsense and I ain't let it pa**
Pa** that, up in after school, wait for him to show up
I guess he had a couple kids, but he ain't never grow up
You know what? So what? I'm about to blow up
Letting these emotions just drown in this Corona
My vision's getting blurry, God I'm trying to see the lesson
And I ain't crying, my eyes just sweating
And yeah, I blew his phone up, but f** it, I ain't miss him
I should punch him in his mouth for what he said to my sister
Picture that, listen that, but it's cool cause I'm straight
And on the real, he's doing better as of late
So he gon' call my phone like, "Tell me what's the issue."
And I'mma hit ignore, and text him "I forgive you" but
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
I remind you of your father, that's a double-edged sword
You cut me with it often, but you cut yourself more
You left me and you had me like, "Girl, why you lying?"
If you left me and you had me, then tell me why you crying?
And yeah, I know the way I was living was wack
But you don't get a n***a back like that
sh**, I'm a man with pride, you don't do sh** like that
You don't just pack up your emotion, leave me sick like that
I mean, whoops, that was a Jigga line, had it on repeat
My room, it looks like Miller time, I drank myself to sleep
Sleeping on air, dreaming about our Skype conversation
Borderline fornication, but it's cool cause I'm patient
I text you that you broke my heart, you laugh
I said, "But I love you!"-- too bad
Too late, too strong, too long, it's the end
Cause you just text me back like "We gon' be friends but..."
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
See, my mom's always mad I resemble my dad
So even though I wasn't there, have to pay for his past
So my parents sorta like Adam and Eve
Plus you use a metaphor bout an apple and the tree
Which makes me want a leaf, I mean makes me want to leave
Which makes me want a leaf, I mean makes me want to lead
But I would never idle, I mean I would never fall
Words sketching pictures from the Bible, call it Southern drawl
Cause this is where I draw, and this is where I sketch
I would use the paints, but it usually makes a mess
So this is where I draw, and this is where I sketch
Like the fall to the pressure and get it off my chest
And then I take a shower just to get it off the press
And then about an hour, I'm right back where I left
I'm right back where I left, and you scream until you deaf
And you scream until the tears roll down your chest, saying
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